I have chosen this because,I'm finally noticing how the world has changed.
I haved noticed this because...
I had yet another "talk" with my parents.
It was about a car as usual,since im addicted to cars its natural
for me to show any good bargains to my dad.Anyway,he does seem
intrested in it but as usual my mum has always seem to have an unappreciated
opinion.
This lead into a lecture about ca$h and money...
Anyway,during the talk they stressed on why it should be used on my education,health reasons,when my dad retires etc,etc.However,they never said anything about spending it for minor heres and there.Don't you ever notice that parents NEVER seem to talk about fun/minor spendings/extra money nowadays?I always stereotype like,90% of money to be saved and the 10% for fun or extra stuff.But you see,the world nowadays seems to be so...uniformed la.Super robotic,ALMOST EVERYONE is very tight with money,worrying whether they will have enough money for education,medical bills,whether they can sustain themself and so and so.AND USUALLY,they DO have enough money but they just dont really accept the fact.Its only human for them to think the worst is going to come*Oh maybe Ian's brain will die tomorrow and he will need a brain surgery transplant or something*.So generally what im trying to say is,WE nowadays,work so hard to feed and maintain our kids,sending them to classes/tuiton/extra curriculums thinking it'll benefit them in time to come but no.It usually does not help.At least for me.This stresses out us and if we can't appreciate it,we seriously won't.Im just saying,it would be nice if SOME money that parents earn to be seperated from the monthly paycheck for something the whole family can enjoy.It may be a meal,it may be a tv system.It doesn't matter really,just as long as we all learn to appreciate life,and understand how important it is to keep a positive outlook on life.
Like me now,im not having a great life,if some of you think.It's tiring to go to college,seeing there are no girls whatsoever,hanging out with people that have that "tidak apa" attitude and uh,hanging out with guys.Haha,yes,emphasise on that part.I don't expect much from my parents regarding my studies.As long as im here,i'll study my best as I love anything,and everything car.The thing is,im not doing much car now,and im doing much side stuff like for e.g,im learning metalwork today.Its tiring grinding a small-ass piece of metal against a grinding wheel.REALLY.And best yet,I go home,just to eat,sleep,and well,survive la.It's not FUN to go home anymore.It's kinda like a loving hotel,I guess.My dad,he works so I can go to college.I soooooooo know thats responsible,but I see his life is sort of,empty la.He seems to be aging but I want him to have fun while he's aging and not aging for $$ behind a stuffy office desk.It's really saddening considering how his youth was fun,and I so wish I could just bring a bit of it back in his life...Then my mum,to me,she henpecks my dad if its to do with cars.I do know that buying a car is a HUGE thing but really la,CONSIDER that its worth it,if the car is in good condition,easy to maintain and loved by all.I wont have to borrow money from them next time to mod up my car,rather just maintain the car I wanna buy.Its simple,but my mum justifies it by saying *Oh you cant drive yet*.Its only 1 year away till I learn,and aren't you a hypocrite by saying *Oh,dont worry,college will be finished in 4 years.4 years will pass very fast.*If thats so,whats 1 year compared to 4? -.-" Im just pissed because I have NO CLUE on anything financial in my family,and they EXPECT me to value the money.WHAT MONEY?To me it's like a war hidden reserve fund la.It magically appears out of the ATM when my dad goes there.
I just seriously hope that my parents will take time to enjoy life a bit more...
Age is never kind on anyone,but if you CHOOSE to be young,you shall feel great.Be burdened by
life,and you'll become paranoid,stressed,worried.It's bad for the body la to me.
Im just so damn dissillusioned.What about you?
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